Dude, I know exactly how you feel... There are aspects that DO make me feel... 'Yaw, you play this game too much... what? Playing the same game over and over ang over again for the past 3 years.. sometimes the same level more than once a day?', but then there is so much I can list to why I do play it... Its not just a game anymore, its the community, its the flow of ideas, the energy and unique personalities of the community, the sheer effort that is so evident in the game.. the Character
I don't feel like I'm a geek, but by definition I am one.. Not sure I exactly want to be, since well, there's is a broad social life, which is sometimes mutually exclusive to playing FH2.. moreso, since I'm yet to meet a friend here who relates to it beyond an idle curiosity... And geek, well... that just jas a 'failed-in-socialization-loser-ish-stigma' to it, doesn't it. I'm 26, and at my age, that's NOT a good word for a gamer.
I always say, once I get my shit in order, and get my flow at work, etc, etc.. It will find its rightful place. But yer, I am a FH-addict... probably more me, than anything.. I tend to get hooked to things and can't seem to put them down. FH2, for that reason, and FH1... but moreso the latter, is at least a bit more reasonable... I used to skip class back in the FH1 days to play it... I'd line up all 100 and something maps chronologically or by theater or both, and try to go through them - Thankfully, I graduated well enough and I've passed that stage... Believe it or not, thanks to FH2, since I no longer see FH1 as that glittery as I did then
But there is alot to balance... one day, I'd have to sit and think about it.. prioritizing
Still, its kind of hard to allot some specific hours to what has by all means become a hobby and not just a past time
I'd say clearly not a waste of time... But I'd hesitate to use a word as euphoric as 'Joy' either. Its more down to earth than that... entertainment-ish